Between
Illinois and
Pennsylvania
Left Chicago. Drove through Ohio. The shades and tree'd underbrush reminding me of space, of trips when I was younger, of California and roads and the fogginess of travel - dizzy from so much motion. Quit starbucks on Tuesday. Making it distant - becoming a stranger to them and Chicago and being no one but a traveler - something between running from and chasing after - not a wanderer, but wondered by world and woman and the weight of a clear lens. Would wish true
Christina and me in the pool. Tickled by shivers. Tinkering...
Bathing suit drips in the corner of the room - wrote Lilly a letter, completed Juliette
Bad habits...
Teeth sore - need dental insurance - Headache all day - especially in the pool - I attributed this to caffeine withdraw - cigarettes don't help - chlorine in my eyes - there must be a way to infuse every waking moment with glory - to be infused - made 470+ miles - said goodbye to Jane last night - we spent the afternoon together - went loft looking with Josh & Gene in the morning - first Saturday outside of starbucks I can remember - lots of traffic & people - ate breakfast at the Melrose - good time - have been feeling increasingly good in my body and mood since I left el Grande Café. Zac told me to keep in touch, `Something is gonna happen' he said to me on the street corner, I felt melancholy, he told me to take off for a while - I think I just might.