being beaten into an unhealthy state by other people's pasts

created by trega

(idea) by trega (2.3 wk) (print) ? I like it! Mon Jun 12 2000 at 1:55:02

If you're ever in a masochistic mood and looking for something to do then try caring for/about somebody who hates you.

I'm sure this has happend to other people out there.
Someone you care about more than you care about anything else manages to find fault in any and all of your actions and seems to find pleasure in making you feel horrible. But do they even know what they are doing to you?

I'm currently being ripped apart emotionally in a situation that epitomizes everything I hate and everything I love in the world.

Loneliness to me is the worst thing that can happen to somebody but is sometimes the only way to stop the emotional beating.

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