Yesterday,
an oppressive storm hung over the sky, and I hurried to a neighboring hill...At
the top of the hill I found a hut, where a man was killing two goats while his
son watched him. The storm broke, with a tremendous crash, discharging thunder
and hail, and I had an indescribable sense of well-being and zest...Lightning
and tempest are different worlds, free powers, without morality. Pure Will,
without the confusions of intellect—how happy, how free."
Nietzsche, in a letter to a
friend, 1865
When you're five, if
you let go of an emerald green balloon
and you watch it getting small as it
ascends into the sky—
and if a
storm's about to break and you can hear the clouds in marbled veins of cream,
and if the sky tastes dark gray more than light—
and if the
dark gray sky can turn the branches black,
and orchid-color shoots can set the redbud trees on fire
if this happens when you're five and you let go of a balloon,
now you
hear the blood of goats run red in a lightning crack,
you taste emeralds and
see thunder in the sky;
you are the hilltop you were
standing on before,
as you ascend, you are smaller to the eye.