Don't let them fool you:
Organic Chemistry is a fucking dick.
I have never a) studied this much for a class, b) put off studying in a class, c) stressed this much for a class, d) cared so little about the actual knowledge gained in a class. Simultaneously.
That last point is the one that hurts me the most. I love science -- always have, always will. And this course just...wants me to curl Science up into a tiny little wad and hurl it with blinding speed at the nearest Sun.
It is hard, but it isn't brain-stretching hard like I'm sure quantum mechanics is. It is boring hard, banal hard. It is the memorization and application of hundreds of little reactions, many of which have unique reaction pathways that must also be memorized. Some people soak this up like water. They look forward to using all this knowledge, selecting which reagents to use in a multi-step synthesis with the precision of a master painter in front of a fresh canvas.
Myself, I can respect and understand these people. I love puzzles; I love tinkering with them; I love breaking them; I love solving them.
I cannot love Organic Chemistry.
Too much rides on this class. Medical school, if I end up going there, takes a big-ass look at your Orgo grade. And I'm doing fine; A-/B+ or so. But the overwhelming stress, the importance to succeed, is a weight that you feel pressing down on your chest. Always.
Too much of this class is brute-force. You can have done Orgo workouts for months, solved incredibly complex syntheses that would stump your Prof, and if you confuse a few reagents during the exam...well...you're absolutely hosed. Physics, at least, while a touch difficult for me, was all analysis and application. This ain't it.
If you're suffering through it -- study hard, study evenly. I'm off, again, myself.
I recognize the absurdly amazing benefits that Organic Chemistry, as all science, has gifted to our society. Glues and polyester, spacecraft and plastics, paint, bombs, drugs -- it's all orgo. I can appreciate it and respect it...but oh God, can I not do it!
Carboxylic Acid Derivatives? Again? Oh, Honey, you shouldn't have!
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