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Sat Sep 30 2000 at 20:15:05
Dream Conversation
The phone rings; it's my
mother
. She asks me how I'm doing, what I've been up to. Then, in the same casual tone, she tells me that one of my best friends,
Mario
, has died. I'm numb. I hang up the phone. Wow.
Infinite
sadness.
Playing hot
lava
with
August
. We're outside and climb up into the
rafter
s of an
ivy
-covered
gazebo
. His face is speckled with sunlight dripping through the greenery. I laugh, barefoot, thinking "I don't ever want to grow up".
A conversation about
dream
s. I'm sitting with three girls and
Mario
. We've all realized that we are in a dream. There is no question that we are all real people and not
figment
s of the sole dreamer's imagination. I almost wake up a few times, but stay dreaming by looking at the palm of my hand and tracing the lines with my fingertip. I teach the technique to the others. We talk about how time is so much different inside a dream, how you can sleep for an hour but the dream will last anywhere from a few minutes to many years. It's a hot, sunny day and we're sitting crosslegged in a
circle
under the trees. I remark on how nice the sun feels on my skin. No
UV
radiation to worry about here. I turn to Mario: "Tell me a
secret
that you've never told me before," I say. "I want to ask your real self if it's true." In my mind I see Mario's
grandmother
, but Mario tells me he once thought he saw my
SO
in a
beer
commercial. Hmm, okay. I turn to the next girl (who I now realize was made-up). She says, "I love you". That's your secret? "Yes, I'm in love with you." Hmm, okay. I realize my hand is cold and I remark on it. Someone says it's probably cold in my bedroom and my hand is sticking out. I try to rub it but it does no good. Dream ends. My hand was bent with the
circulation
cut off.
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