I dream of crowds all the time
Last night, I dreamt that I was in a bus station. Every bus was full and people flowed on and off when they stopped
Most days, I just see my wife and kid and nobody else. I miss sitting at the office and casually being in the presence of my coworkers. Running into them in the kitchen. There are no acquaintances right now.
Often in my dreams I get lost, and I'm anxious. When I wake up, I know where I am and I'm anxious
I've come to think my younger introversion was actually partly dysphoria. When I was around people, I had to keep my carefully-constructed facade of masculinity in place. Now I don't and it makes things easier.
Dreaming of people doesn't make me feel better…