The last
couple of days have been some of the
best days of my life. I'm sure i've had better days at some point in my
life, perhaps when I was in the
womb.
Things that would
grate and
bother me have all seemed to
melt away.
I attribute much of this
euphoric feeling to
kryptica and
hamster bong.
Hamster bong has helped me through what has to have been the most
depressing period of my life. Whenever I needed someone to talk to she was there for me. Thanks
hamster bong. :) It's
odd though, it was the most depressing time of my life but contained some of the
happiest moments I can remember in my
20 years on this planet.
Kryptica is the most
intriguing,
intelligent,
beautiful and
open minded women I have ever met. She made me question things in my life that I would have never though of questioning before, this led to a
big fight with
depression on my part but in the end i'm much better for it.
Until I met her I couldn't understand anyone who was in
love. It all seemed
trivial and I never thought that I would ever understand. I care for
kryptica like
family and like my family I would give my life up for her without
hesitation. I would do anything for her, but she's very
independant and i've learned to accept this but nothing makes me happier than doing stuff for her. I enjoy brushing her hair for her at night because it relaxes her and she usually falls asleep, she looks so peaceful that even if i'm not tired I can usually fall asleep just thinking about it. The only thing that i'm worried about now is that she might get
worried that i'm looking for a
relationship and well I sort of am it's in a
close friendship sort of way. I don't want to
ruin the nice time just before bed when I can brush her hair or put lotion on her. This time is quite honestly the best time I've ever spent in my entire life doing anything. Even with all the other stuff going on in my life losing this time is my biggest concern aside from being alone which sort of go together. Sometimes I wish
kryptica would ask me to do these things for her, I would really like it if I didn't have to volunteer all the time. I know she likes when I those things for her and she knows I like doing them. If you read this
kryptica I just want you to know that you can ask me
anytime and don't worry about it.
Thank you
kryptica, for everything I will love you always.
I would just like to take this
opportunity to thank
hamster bong again for helping me out when I needed it. I will love ya always too, along with the rest of the family, ya
crazy noder you. :)
Also, I would like to
apologize to everyone who had to put up with my shit,mainly
kryptica and
hamster bong, when I was
depressed,
confused,
jealous and
completely frustrated with my life.